May 2012
last night i realized just how much i’ve changed. how much you changed me, how it affected me. i’m no fun anymore. like at all. i’m scared to be myself. i’m not comfortable and that scares me. i was trying so hard, to go back to my old self. and i thought i was getting better. but last night made me realize i had made almost no progress.
i want to be fun and outgoing...
